2010.01.31

9.30am
last day of january... mean to let anything to pass... so 2day is tat last day i love u... hope so... u hv hurt me deeply... n i oso kinda scare in accept a new relatonship... saw u find back u most love de girl... n 2geter back... kinda sad about it... but i hv to let everything pass... cant juz live in pass n not facing tat truth...^^...yy u is a very special person wont easy gv beat by any1 anymore... cause u hv learn so many thing,,, hv to become more mature liao lo...^^...maybe i wont think about it 1st... i will concentrated on my study more... cause next year i will be facing to my SPM exam... many thing hv to do n full of stress... erm... i always scare to tell other ppl wat i think off cause i juz dun wan my frenz them worry about me... they always say me always happy de... but tat truth is not... i m not always happy de lo... i m human... of course i got sad de time... juz u all dun know onli... haiz... get use of it jor lu... kinda not trusted to jia hui... which is my ex ex... cause he always say he need to in hospital again... if not than u will say u here pain there sick... dun know should trust u anot... n u say u regret for not appreciate me... i oso dun know u telling tat truth anot... cause u juz dun hv let me feel tat u r regret.. haiz... dun care jor la...