2010.11.10

today i am going to school cause have to take next year text book.. damn heavy la when taking all those book back from school... especially that sccount text book... more heavy that my add math revision book that i buy wan... @m@... when reach home take a bath n mei sis come my house d... and she help me cut my hair and i highlighted my hair d... kinda over.. haha... but nvm de la...^m^... after 1 month++ also hv to colour back de...




my hair after colouring...

after colour my hair i go kevin house king gai... 6++ like that i walk back home d... cause later planning to go training... i though 2day will less ppl go trainnig but suddenly more n more ppl come training.. lucky got my bai chi sai lou pui me... n shi fu got come oso... kinda fish when shi fu call me training lion step in front of so many ppl...XD

2010.11.04

erm... 2day wei wei come my house play leh... haha... very cute a him... play wit him n take pica wit him...>m<...seem like he oso very love to take pica o...XD... each pica oso not same pose de leh... hehe..


































my wei wei very cute leh~~~ n i oso record he say "jie jie i love u" as my sms alert... cute dao...

other than that... kevin ask liao me many time to accompany them to pyramid for kent mun kin n ccm to find job... in the end i oso go lo... cause at home nth to do oso... we find liao many place n many shop...@m@... 1st time find so many de leh... skip skip skip... than is time to go home... reach home take a bath n wait for dad come fetch us to pasar malam.. haha... like wat i oso did... n as usual i saw banana... tats all for 2day...^m^

2010.10.31

last day of october edi...^m^... time move so fast.. almost is the time to working edi~~~ but exam havent finish la... hehe... 2day oso is holloween day~~~ but i dun hv celebrate de lo... hope that i can go celebrate...XD... 2day like usual.. i follow mom go pyramid walk walk again... haha... morning dad fetch us go hv our breakfast than fetch us to pyramid than he do his thg... me mom n bro all go gai gai... copy some recepi edi... is damn easy... n some is i very curious de.. planning to try do it...^m^... 1st time do myself... hope wont fail la... erm... got go daiso but sth... saw hui leng n panda... but they didnt saw me i thk,., hehe...




spaghetti~~~





fish n chip~~





soya bean + cincau




chinese tea~~~





honey lemon~~





the cafe~~~

2010.10.28

2day go skating wit kevin,kent,vivian,ayam.ah gor,mike,yang yang n mun kin... dun know should happy or not??? damn .fan.... wat hv we plan oso cant do edi... be4 we planning to skate whole day.. but 5++ we oredy go liao... =m=lll... deng!... we oso planning to eat honey moon be4 going back home.. in the end... oso dun hv eat dao... zzz... dun like it... after going out from skating court vivian say go eat full house than ok lo... but after in full house she say dun wan o... damn no face... faster go out than when discuss wan eat wat... they all damn sien de lo... keep discuss... after i beh tahan straight away say i go popular 1st... finish discuss juz call me go meet u all... sien...



ah gor de record 525~~~

2010.10.26

丫丫的心情日记---第五章

今天你没来学校。。看来是为了懒惰考科学。。老实说我现在是还在意你的。。。逼近我们才刚刚分手。。。早上哥也告诉我是清的经过。。。原来都是误会，那又怎样呢？？不分都分了。。一切已经太迟了。。我现在只想着为什么你不解释？？为什么要敷衍的回答我？？如果你解释给我听也许我不会做那一个决定。。。太迟了算了吧。。。就当作是你和我无缘。。。做了那一个决定的最大原因是你敷衍的回答我。。。你这样说到底把我当成什么？？算了。。。你现在在干吗呢？？我不会去问。。。因为我已经失去那个资格了。。。一切都只能交给时间去处理。。漫漫的忘记那一份感情。。。不管多么的不舍得。。改放得就方。。台执著只会让自己跟辛苦。。今天有一部分时间和我家的鸡聊天。。。一档说到你。。眼泪很不争气的掉下来。。。习惯了。。。不过只是会发生在这几天而已。。。过多几天我就不会为了你而掉泪。。。我会好好的过每一天。。。你放心。。希望你也能开心

2010.10.25

丫丫的心情日记---第四章

我发现了原来你在我背后做过了那么多的事情而我却不知道。。。而这一次是第四次。。。你尽然要别人当你女朋友。。那我算什么？？？我又是你的谁？？你知道我多么的痛吗??今天我到学校就在等你...我有很多事情想问你...我说了一句"你很喜欢有很多女朋友哦??"...你就发脾气走了...不是我应该生气的吗???问题是..当我问你的时候...你知道我的心多痛吗??我一直都很想维持我们这一段感情...不想破坏它..原来只是我一个人那么想而已...我还真是天真...放学到家了...我等待...一直等待你会给我解释...而我得到的是你敷衍我的回答...原来我让你那么反感...我明白了...我知道了...我最害怕的时刻要到来了...一直很努力的让这一刻不到来...可是该面对的就得面对...逃避也没有用...兜兜转转我们又会去原点了...骗子...原来你说的每一句都在骗我...而我还苯的让自己慢慢去相信...为什么??你要那样对我...他们说你是花花公子...我不理..还是去相信你...而得到的是背叛...总以为这一次会变聪明了...只可惜我还是那么苯..丫丫你几时才会变聪明呢??下一次要小心了哦...再见了..曾经爱过得你...

2010.10.24

today early in the morning mom got call me... but i dun hv answer cause i sleep like a pig... very tired... than mom reach home wake me up ask me whether wanted to go pyramid anot... but i say i got tuition cant go... after a wail mom call me dun go cause teacher got chicken pork scare later spread to me... than i say k lo... so i take a bath get ready for my thg n father fetch us go... when reach there me n sis go hv our breakfast/lunch... mom n bro go walk walk cause they oredy finish having breakfast... we go the asian avenue there have porridge... the taste not bad... i like it...^m^.. while we slow slow having breakfast/lunch i got bring add math revision book go so i go my revision if not 2moro sure die edi...


if dun know want to eat wat can go try...^m^



the shop




our lunch/breakfast

after finish eating me n sis go walk walk see got wat thg wan buy... n saw dao jason... zadao... always saw dao him... hehe... than walk until boring we go honey moon eat... hehe,,, eat again... sot jor...than mom come find us... she left bro wit me at the honey moon.. cause i doing revision n bring sis go buy thing wit her...





be4 mix???




after mix???


than mom walk until boring come find back us ask us whether want to go home anot.. than we say yes... cause very tired... not enough sleep... we wait father to fetch us...




we r waiting~~~



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than we reach home all like a dead body... i rest at bed until fall asleep~~i sleep until 7++ i thk...than take a bath... father come back n bring us go eat sushi as dinner... hehe...^m^... although father was not feeling well... but he still bring us go... yay!!!...i love u muachx...







my dad,, haha.. look like soh zai...XD





my bro... yummy...^m^





mama geh~~~





mine^m^





unagi set~~~





the menu~~





finish d~~~

2010.10.23

丫丫的心情日子---第三章

你今天信息我有多少封???十个手指头数的完...我无时无刻都在等你的信息...而等到的全部不是你...我信息我干弟还多过你...你总是不回我...之前每当你要去做工...你都会信息我告诉我你要做工了...可是这一次却没有...每一天晚上你睡觉之前你都会和我说晚安...可是最近都没有了...可能你会认为是小事...可是老实说则一些小细节对我来说我很注意的...可能这已变成我的习惯了...好累好累...有时真的等到累了...我很珍惜这一段感情..可是你呢??你也是吗??我不知道...因为我看不到...你时常说你爱我..可是我感觉不到...我只能让自己骗自己说你是爱我的...可能我恨傻..我不知道了..累,..真得很累...我独自哭泣有人知道么??没有...为什么我就是那么没用呢??当一个人的时候就会这样...寂寞了...没人陪...需要你的时候你不在...为了而哭是第几次???不会算了...不明白你们男生是在想什么...

2010.10.23

erm... 2day 8.45am oredy wake up for getting ready to go the curve...cause mom ytd tolda me that almost 10 will go... so when i finish all my thg... i keep waiting till mom finish having breakfast wit my dad at outside which is 10++ edi... but zi mei sis still havent come fetch us... so i juz straight away on9 for passing my time ang i m still tired cause no enough slp.. ytd almost 2 juz slp i thk... haiz... keep playing til 11++ zi mei sis juz come fetch us... the reason tat she was late is because ah bi slp late edi... =m=lll... pig... than we go the curve lu~~~ on the way to the curve... ah kok keep talking about eat eat eat n eat... whole day none stop talking about eat... dun know wat to say... maybe he always follow stephanie aunt a lot... so whenever go where... is juz all about foods... haha... after we reach there... we have our lunch at one nyonya restaurant... cause waiting for yan sis working... while having out lunch got 2 customer keep looking at us... very du lan... dun hv see human be4 a?? almost wan FXXX them edi... =m=lll.. no manners...


~~~pic at the restaurant~~~


mom n bro





mom n bro





mom n bro






cold cincau





porridge


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after eating we juz waiting until yan sis come...almost 2.30++ yan sis juz come... than we go her shop see see... n in that time i at the try cloth room take a lot of pica... hehe... zi lian la me...XD... while ah kok n bro boring sitting at the sofa waiting us...




zi lian 1





zi lian 2





zi lian 3





zi lian 4





sot ah kok n bro

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after them finish trying than we oso back home lu... be4 that ah bi say wan buy bag than go to a shop seeing n choosing bag but in the end oso didnt buy... hehe... n i take bro pic very cute de... >m<



ta da~~~ cute leh...>m<

than when we wan pay parking fee... the down stair machine spoil edi... so we wait ah kok go pay at upstair... than we balik lu... i oso get a suprise news... cant imagine it...@m@

2010.10.22

丫丫的心情日记---第二章
幸福是一种感情，是让人感受到温暖以及开心地感觉。。是一种难以解释的情感。。。我们可以从亲情，爱情或有清理感受得到幸福的存在。。。
亲情的幸福是从家人那里得到的。。。
友情的幸福是从朋友关心里得到。。。
而爱的幸福情是从情人那里得到。。。

2010.10.22

今天考试很无聊...moral很早就做完了便睡觉...可是睡到一半的时候发梦...而且是噩梦...够力..发梦到那个时候muhamed告诉我的bk的故事...也就是有两次当剩下负责关店的员工...其他人回了...突然听到厨房的大的冰箱突然传出声音...因为平时那个们都是关得紧紧地...吓到我...TmT...梦醒了,,,就睡不着只好和朋友聊天...虽然是考试..可是那个老师我们都不怕...可怜的她..被我们欺负...赫赫...然后就等着考华语咯...我和朋友在楼梯口那里温习...很好玩...考试的时候...我原本些幸福是由自己掌握的..可是越写越离题...最后决定写如何节省水...才写不到一面就已经600++个字..自己也没有想到...哈哈...2day i learn one thg from jia hui... the 1st student who throw his bag to the roof... haha...very funny... 2bad dun hv bring phone if not sure take picture as a memory... he really is sot jor...==lll

2010.10.21

丫丫的心情日记---

做了很多心里测验都说我是外冷内热的人。。。就连kevin也时常那样说我。。老实说我承认。。。因为我极少表达自己的心情。。。原因是？？？我害怕受伤害。。。因为越爱一个人就越害怕得到的是受伤。。。曾经有两次你让我哭了。。。是什么？？我不想说。。。另外我还看到一个测验关于星座的。。。你的和我的星座测验结果是94%。。呵呵。。我自己也没想到。。。可是准还是不准？？我不知道了。。。我们会长久吗??虽然是个未知数...但我还是很想知道...我也很了解这个问题...我们会一起走2个月...3个月???很好奇...我到底有多爱你???我也不知道...我很想知道答案...可是无论我怎样想...都得不到答案...不明白...

2010.10.21

我开始想念你了。。你知道吗？？
因该是不可能的吧。。。
因为我常把事情放在心底不肯说。。。
因为我怕再一次受伤害。。。
就因为那一次就已成为我心中的一道伤痕...
不论多努力的治疗。。就是无法痊愈。。。
对不起。。。我曾经很努力的想要忘记。。。
结果还是一样。。。忘不掉。。。
如果可能的话。。。我希望上帝不要让我再遇到你。。。
也许曾经是甜蜜。。可是过后所受的痛苦是长期的。。。
我受不了这种折磨。。。真得太辛苦了。。。

written by yy
2010.10.21


ps:纯属写爽...不要想太多

曾经握过的手都不再属于我了。。。
曾经所得到的温暖都不再属于我了。。。
曾经所得到的关心都不再属于我了。。。
曾经被爱过的感觉都不再属于我了。。。
曾经被宠爱着的感觉都已消失了。。。
曾经爱我的你都已属于别人的了。。。
我们一起所经历过曾经的曾经都不再回来了。。。


written by yy
2010.10.21

2010.10.17

2day wake up than go tuition life juz like normal pass~~
nth can i write~~



































tau fu fa my lunch... haha